Tuesday, August 19, 2008

The Dog Days

19 August, Tuesday - Slow going. Not much to blog about lately. Especially since the argument we got into back in June about my phone call to G. The sex has been fairly scarce as well as any talk of her taking lovers, hotwifery and the like. I've been giving this some thought, as our [lack of a] sex life is pretty important to me. I'm fairly certain that the disagreement we had back in June will eventually blow over with respect to her interest in taking G as a lover. I don't doubt or discount how she felt about it, but just feel that it is something that time has to sort out, and that once G gets ahold of her again, she will be back onboard with the 'program'.

I am hoping that the lull in the action has to have more to do with the fact that we have children...who coincidentally are now out of school for the summer. Because we decided against multiple camps for them, they are around so much more this summer. However, that hasn't reduced the need for them to keep busy with their other regular summer activities, which in turn means that we have to keep up, too. So with the kids around so much, my wife and I have not been able to spend much quality time together. I believe this is the real reason for the lack of connection I've (and I am sure my wife as well) have been feeling for the past couple of months. I find myself looking forward to the school year starting, the return to a routine for the kids, and the subsequent time that will be freed up during the daytime that my wife and I can spend together.

____________________________________________
14 July, Monday - G texted my wife. She returned his call, although they just had a routine, non-flirting, non-sexual conversation. No mention of my phone call to him last month nor an acknowledgement that I had told him that my wife has wanted to be with him.

(Without checking, I think G understood my wife telling him very early on that Mondays & Tuesdays were her days home alone, because it seems that those are the days that he actually calls/texts her).

18 June, Wednesday - Went to lunch with my wife today in attempt to clear the air about my having called G last week. Still hard feelings and tension in the air. Not much change in either of our viewpoints. Discussed D & S within our sexual as well as domestic relationship. I once again proposed domestic discipline as resolution to certain domestic problems like defiance and insubordination. I am definitely a strong personality and want her to follow suggestions, instructions, directions sexually although she has resisted at times when she has felt uncomfortable. I would like for her to trust in my direction, know that I love her, will always protect her and not have her do things that would harm her. I'd like a D & S relationship where she follows my direction because of and despite the fact that she feels scared or uncomfortable. Because she is eager to please me. It is definitely a control thing for me, and total sexual control is what my wife has trouble giving to me.

That evening, we had some good sex - the first in a week. She told me that she wants to get her nipples pierced for me and she wants me to pick out some nipple rings for her. She likes that it will be our secret that can be shared only with those we want to know.
I showed her the closeup shot of her wet pussy that I keep on my phone and told her I would take photos of her pierced nipples and put them on my phone as well so I can show her off as I please.


Friday, June 13, 2008

Like A Lead Balloon

13 June, Friday - Different perspectives. ....is about how well my call to G went over with my wife. She was quite upset that I had called him without letting her know prior. I explained to her my feelings as I detailed in my last post. I told her that I had done so because of how important I have always felt about G being aware, going into this, that I knew about their impending relationship and that I felt that she was on the very edge of consumating their relationship but had not, as of yet, made this known to him.

Without going into all the gory details, she explained to me how she felt betrayed, how she felt that I was attempting to take over the relationship, and that I should have talked to her about it beforehand. She also said that she no longer had an interest in pursuing their relationship, that my intervention had killed her desire and that she now felt embarrassed about it all.

My wife felt that I had ruined things and that she felt like an 'ass' and that G probably felt the same way; like he was being played with. I countered with the fact that I was the one who was feeling like an 'ass' - the husband who was not aware of what his wife was doing, in the dark - and how awkward it felt in even the simplest of social situations with G.

Her contention was that she was still planning on having that conversation with him, but just had not had a chance to do so. Although he was unavailable, she had called him the day after their flirting and invited him out for a drink. She explained to me that it was at that time that she had planned on revealing to him the fact that I knew and encouraged her in her pursuits with him. She felt that I was the one getting too far ahead of things, and not her - that she had not made any concrete plans to fuck him. From my point of view, however, consumation appeared to be just around the corner and it was simply circumstance that had delayed their coupling.

Different points of view. All perspective. For sure, better communication between us would have helped. Anyway, she still feels it was wrong of me to call him and I still feel justified in calling him, because, despite my advisements to her to make him aware, she hadn't done so.

For now, things remain contentious.




Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Making a Call

11 June, Wednesday - Taking Initiative. With things seemingly moving forward again with my wife taking a lover (G) and with her mentally getting closer and closer to physically consumating their relationship and becoming a shared wife / hotwife (It really has only been a couple of inconvenient 'circumstances' that have prevented G and my wife from actually getting together to fuck - both times, my wife was away from the house when they've been talking), I'm feeling the need to: stay in the loop, be relevant to the process, and/or have some control in what is starting to feel like a 'certainty' versus just a 'possibility'.

It is an odd feeling standing at the edge of something that has the potential to forever alter, either positively or negatively, the dynamics - certainly of my wife's and my relationship - but also, that of friends and groups of friends within the framework of a relatively small town. I believe, still, very much, that our marriage will benefit from introducing others into our bed and from sharing my wife with other men and women. I think that the spark of excitement that will result, will spread to and help grow other areas of our marriage...Or the whole experience could crash and burn.

I reckon it's the uncertainty of the ultimate result or consequence that makes it both exciting and somewhat scary.

Anyway, it's been this feeling that we are rapidly approaching a point-of-no-return, that has caused me to jump in. I liken it to jumping into a cool swimming pool without first probing the temperature of the water versus easing yourself slowly into the water.

I talked with G today on the phone about things.

I've always encouraged my wife to let her potential lovers know that her husband was perfectly aware of her extramarital activities (ie. 'I tell my husband everything...'; 'My husband knows everything I do...'; 'I'll have to ask my husband...'; 'My husband likes it when I (show myself off to other men)'; 'My husband approves any men who I'm with first'; etc...) I've always felt it clarifies everyone's role in the matter upfront. Letting potential lovers know this is all the more important when they happen to be friends or others that we already know socially. It prevents that awkwardness between us as friends. Unfortunately, she's not been able to (or possibly unwilling) to 'leak' while flirting, that I am aware and approve of her playing with and fucking other men. This has been the case with G. He has had no idea that I have always been aware of her flirtations with him, nor that I approve of and have encouraged her to further their relationship sexually.

I've considered from time to time, taking the lead and being proactive in having her be shared by speaking to my wife's 'candidates' directly about sharing her with them. It's not been the easiest thing though, since 'wife-sharing' is not generally a conversation opener - rather it's a very opportunistic subject, rarely given an opening.


Today, because of our ratcheted-up talk and seemingly increased willingness of my wife to actually fuck G, I contacted him. I sent him a text telling him that I wanted to talk with him in person about he and my wife. I wanted to meet with him and/or grab a drink as we discussed possibilities of furthering things between he and my wife.
He called me instead and left a message. I stepped out of the house to return his call. He was pretty defensive, as was to be expected when one receives a call from a friend who's the husband of a woman one's been flirting with. He dummied-up pretty good (you know what they say: deny, deny, deny), until I told him everything was alright, that I knew about all of the flirting between he and my wife. Without getting into great detail, I think he was on his heels through most of the conversation, not knowing exactly what to make of it all, and trying to sort it out on the fly with me on the phone. In the end, I told him our concerns about discretion and the perils of playing in our own 'backyard' and told him the three of us could have some fun if he was interested. While he assured me that he would be completely discreet about any sexual relationship, it seemed like too much for him to digest on this one call and we agreed to talk again, in person next time. We shall see how it goes.

I'm still a proponent of up-front disclosure by my wife with her potential lovers...perhaps because that method of being bold characterizes the 'hotwife' persona best.


I haven't yet mentioned to her that I've spoken to G. Tomorrow.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Still Hot From Yesterday's Flirtations

10 June, Tuesday - Reliving another hot session. "I want to be sexy for you" my wife said to me as I slid in and out of her wet pussy. "I love how you keep your pussy bare for me, your nails manicured, wear your anklet, wear tight body hugging clothing and your flirting. You are very close. You want to have a lover, don't you? You are going to be a hotwife, aren't you?" "Yes", she replied. "I like that you're a conservative wife doing something naughty and nasty by taking a lover". She said, "I don't think that he thinks I am conservative."

She was still very aroused by her texting flirtations with G yesterday. Her very slick pussy and forward talk was evidence of that.

I proceeded to describe to her how it would be with G - how sexy it would feel when she reached into his pants for the very first time, fondling his big cock, wrapping her hand around it's girth and jacking him off before pulling off his underwear. "You want him to have a big cock, don't you?" "Yes", she said. "Something that can fill your pussy. You'll be rushing to strip each other's clothes off , the very first time you are naked together, his thick cock sticking out..." My wife interrupted, "I'm gonna suck his cock!" I always know how aroused my wife is by how verbal she is in response to my dirty talk. "You're gonna suck his big balls into your mouth, clean his balls with your tongue. You want to please your lover." I told her. "I want him to come back. I want him to want to fuck my pussy. I don't just want him to fuck me just one time." she pleaded. I reassured her that he would want more, "He's going to want more of your pussy once he gets a taste of it. He will come back for more. I'll send him back to you...I'll leave the front door unlocked for him so he can walk right in, undress and come over to the bed where you'll be waiting for him and playing with your pussy." She asked, "Will I be using toys?"

My wife inquired, "Will you be off Thursday?" Curious, I asked, "Why?" "I want to invite him over." "So you can fuck him?" I continued. She replied, "Yes. He can use toys on me - would that be OK if he uses dildos on me?" "You can show him all your toys, have them laid out for him to see."

"G's going to fuck your pussy hard, just like you like it. The best part is that it will be his bare cock sliding into you - no condom. You haven't had another man's cock in your mouth since sucking F
(her lover from her affair), have you? Haven't tasted another man's cum since F, huh? You can be as loud as you want to be when you are with him - as uninhibited as you want to be with your lover. You've wanted him to fuck you for two years, baby."

"You're be getting what you want."
I told her.

"YOU'LL be getting what you want."
she shot back.

"We'll ALL be getting what we want...all three of us"
was my reply.

We'll see if she invites him over on Thursday.










Monday, June 9, 2008

"Yes"

09 June, Monday - A Nice Turn.

I had been texting on & off with my wife from work since early in the morning. I received this string after noon today:

Wife (6/9 12:20): have had nice conversation w/G today
Me (6/9 12:21): Oh yeah? Tell me about it
Me (6/9 12:22): Did u tell him we talked about him last nite in bed?

Wife (6/9 12:24): Was going to but he hasn't responded since 9:30 must have gotten busy.
Me (6/9 12:25): Be bold baby...don't think too much, just react on instinct....what did u talk about?

She was on a field trip today for one of the kids and out on the road. I didn't find out anything more from her until later in the afternoon. When we both got home, she handed me her phone so I could read her flirting texts with G:


Wife (9:16 am): Now I will be thinking all day
G (9:20 am): Sure
Wife (9:20 am): Already am, even with kids in the car
G (9:21 am): Keep ur hands on the steering wheel
Wife (9:22 am): Just thinking. R urs on steering wheel?
G (9:27 am): I can drive with one hand and will gladly use both if I have a passenger
Wife (9:31 am): I believe I would like to take a ride w/ u
G (9:32 am): We can take turns driving
Wife (9:36 am): I am looking forward to it. U should think of me often

I didn't know what the precursor conversation was that lead up to this text string. "He called me early this morning to see if he could pickup the _____ from me". (We had picked up something that belonged to him and were holding it for him.) She said, "I told him it was in your car but that I'd get it out and call him so he could come over and pick it up. I told him I wasn't going to be home today anyway, since I was driving on the field trip." There was some other flirting on the phone before they hung up.

I asked if she had asked him, "Are you calling me because its Monday and you know I'm alone at home today?"

I told her I was proud of her and asked if she enjoyed it, felt sexy and whether it turned her on to be flirting this way with him. "Yes"

Later tonight as we lay in bed, I began kissing and sucking her nipples and pla
yed with her pussy before mentioning anything about G. She spread her legs for me as I rubbed and played with her clit. "You think he's gonna like it when he finally sticks his hand down your pants and finds your pierced pussy?", I asked my wife. "I was just going to ask u that!", my wife replied. "When he undresses you for the very first time and finds you pierced? He's gonna want to eat your pussy. You want him to eat your pussy, don't you?". "Yes!" she said. "You want to feel him inside you. You want to feel the weight of his large body on top of you as he fucks you, don't you?. You want to feel his cock inside your pussy, don't you? You want to feel him sliding in & out of your pussy, don't u?" She panted a "Yes!" to each question I had asked her. "I want to feel his hands on me". "Yes, You want to feel his big hands all over your sexy body, don't you?" "Yes. I want him to play with my pussy". "Yes, you want to feel his thick fingers inside your pussy, don't u?". "Yes!" "Digging deep into you".

She was on her back, legs spread wide as I lay next to her pinching and rubbing her firm clit. I masturbated her clit between my fingers which caused her to open her legs wider, I tugged & pulled on her clit ring making her breathe heavily & moan. Her kisses were passionate tonight - I know she was turned on still
from the morning's flirtations with G. " I'm proud of you. Proud of how you flirted with G today. You liked it didn't you?" "Yes", she answered. "It made you feel sexy didn't it? It turned you on didn't it?" "Yes". "It made you feel naughty didn't it telling him what you wanted to do with him? A naughty wife ... A naughty married wife." Every answer was "Yes". "You almost became a hotwife for the first time today didn't you?" She panted back at me, "I think he wants me. I think he wants to fuck me." "Of course he does, baby.", I reassured her, "He's always wanted to fuck you." She has always been insecure about this, despite her being very attractive and sexy. "That is why he called you up today - Monday - because he knows it is one of your 'alone' days when I am not home." She replied, "But he never says exactly that he wants me." I told her, "If you weren't on the field trip you would have fucked him today wouldn't you have??? "Yes...but I was nervous."

I fingered her deeply, my flattened palm slapping against her clit with each thrust into her. I tapped her clit. She enjoys both of these actions - likes it when I manhandle and use her pussy roughly. I could tell by the movement of her hips and her squirming, that she was extremely aroused now. "That's it", I told her, "now your pussy is getting nice & wet. Make more juice for me."
I climbed on top of her as my cock hardened. The head of my cock found her wet opening. I teased her as she spread her legs wider for me, letting just the head of my cock slip into her slippery pussy. She thrust her hips upwards trying to force my cock deeper into her. When that didn't get her what she wanted, my wife reached down with both hands, grabbed my ass and attempted to pull me into her pussy. She was whimpering in frustration and lust. She wanted to be fucked. "You're going to spread your legs wide like this for G aren't you?" "Yes", she hissed. "You want to feel his big body on top of yours, don't you?" Again, "Yes". (G is large framed, probably 6' 2" or 6' 3", thick build and mostly muscular)

I began thrusting a little deeper into her slippery pussy, still teasing her with my cock. Occasionally I would thrust forcefully into her, burying my entire shaft into her pussy. She would gasp and hiss each time I did this. Islid in & out easily, helped by her slippery juices. "You can leave your scent on him, leave the scent of your pussy on his cock." "Yes!" she said. "You can send him home with your pussy scent on him...and he'll leave you with a pussy full of his cum, won't he?" "Yes." "You're on the pill now so you can let him fuck you bareback and let him fill your pussy with his seed" "Yes."
I was fucking her deeply now and she reached down between us and pulled up on her pussy, positioning her clit so that I would make direct contact against it as we fucked. "Honey, you're gonna be a shared wife. You're almost a hotwife aren't you?" "Yes". "You're going to have G inside you for the first time and your husband knows all about it - So naughty! Soon you'll be home fucking G while I'm away at work."

"You know that when he comes over to pick up his _____, that you're gonna end up in bed with him, don't you?
" "Yes." "You know if he comes over to the house, your going to be spreading your legs for him just like you are with me right now, don't you?" "Yes." You know that once he sets foot into our house, he's going to have his way with you, don't you? Seduce you? Have you naked and fuck you, don't you?" She gave me one last "Yesss!" as she started convulsing and cumming.



Sunday, June 8, 2008

On the Pill Now


08 June, Sunday. Back in the Saddle? - We attended a social function last night. My wife wore my favorite dress - an above the knee, tight-fitting dress that accentuates her curves. She looked very sexy in her heels, anklet, and jewelry. Unfortunately, I had to be up very early in the morning and left early after asking some friends of ours if they could make sure she gets home.

She arrived home not too much later than me, and started running her hands all over my body after climbing into bed naked next to me. I told her how sexy I thought she had looked at the party. She told me how she loves being sexy for me and others.
"I got lots of compliments on how good I looked tonight" I asked, "Was there anyone there you wanted to be with?" "No" came her answer. "But sometimes I still want B." B was at the party as well last night - I had watched her out of the corner of my eye give him a tight hug and kiss when he first arrived and reminded her now to be bold with B, really holding the hug, caressing him while clinched, pressing her body into his when she hugged him, and/or giving him a lingering kiss on the lips, long enough for him to not mistake her intentions. I thought to myself that I should have asked B to be responsible for getting her home.

I told her that I liked leaving her at the party, dressed sexily as she was and being at home wondering who she was flirting with - imagining who might be hitting on her or trying to seduce her. She said she likes it when I leave her like that as well.

I told my wife that I've visualized her in many different scenarios while she's been out alone like this - I described a couple scenes as I played with her pussy: Slow dancing closely with someone at a club, feeling his hard cock pressed up against her belly, he starts feeling her up while on the dance floor, running his hands all over her ass, eventually working his hand up and under her skirt to feel and finger her pussy. He works my wife into a dark corner where he continues to play with her; Being driven home by someone, the car pulling into our driveway and as I look out the window, I see her get into the backseat with the driver and proceed to make out with him while parked in our driveway. I watch her as she straddles him, lowering herself down onto his cock, and rides him vigorously as the windows steam them out of my view. A short while later, she walks up the stairs and into the house, freshly fucked and full of cum. "You can can let them cum inside you now that you are on the pill", I said. "Yes!", she panted. "You'll walk into our bedroom, your pussy full of another man's cum." "Yes, and you can check my pussy" she added. We started fucking.

"B can cum inside my pussy" she suddenly said to me. "Yes, you 'd like that, wouldn't you? It's naughty to have another man besides your husband cum inside your unprotected pussy, isn't it?" "Yes"

"It will be just like when F
used to cum inside your pussy when he used to fuck you.
(Her co-worker from her affair years ago - she had confessed that she would let him cum inside her pussy whenever they fucked) You liked letting F fuck you bareback and fill your pussy while I was busy at work, didn't you?" "Yes"

"Now you can let your lovers cum inside you once again. I like it when you are naughty...a naughty little wife."
She said, "Let's be naughty in the next few days." "And how did you want to be naughty.", I asked my wife. "You can stuff things inside my pussy." "Like what?" "A cucumber" I told her to go to the store and buy the thickest cucumber and a fat squash so that I can stretch her with them. "I'll take pictures of your stuffed pussy. I haven't posted any of your pictures lately for others to see. I'll post them on the web for other men and women to see." "I like that", she said.

My wife told me, "I want you to show him (G) my pictures. I want him to be turned on and I want to know he is stroking his cock while looking at my pictures. I like knowing that he knows what I look like - what my pussy looks like!"

**She has gone back onto the Pill - just started about two weeks ago. I wasn't expecting it, but she came back from a doctor appointment and mentioned that she had. When I asked her why, she replied "For when I sleep with other men." (A nice answer, for sure!, but the real reason I am sure is so her periods can get regular again, since they've gotten irregular in the last year or so.)**




Monday, March 24, 2008

The Month (or so) in Review...

It's been a while since my last post...I've been somewhat busy, haven't had much time to blog, but I do keep notes, mental & otherwise, on the goings on. Time to just catch up with a little recap of things. Nothing too notable to report.


22 March, Saturday.
Some Time Alone - We had gone out to dinner last night since we didn't have the kids. Had good sex when we got home, with my wife cumming while riding my cock as I described how G was going to use her pussy and body. In the afternoon, we started watching an x-rated movie. My wife had removed her pants and was spread for me on the couch as we watched. It was a D&S movie. I pulled out the paddle, clips, crop, and several dildos. I pulled and tugged on her clit ring. "I like it when you pull on my clit like that" she whispered to me. I started spanking her pussy and clit using the paddle as well as the crop which she loves. Her pussy quickly got very wet.

She told me Monday she has a waxing appointment. I reminded her about showing up with the balls inside her pussy. I met with a some resistance. Also, reminded her about encouraging the woman to touch or play with her pussy by spreading wider, grinding her ass/hips, or letting out a little moan when she touches and manipulates her pussy. "Yes" she said.

We were watching a hot girl-girl scene of a submissive brunette enthusiastically eating out another dark haired dominant - she was using her entire mouth and lips to eat the pussy in front of her, much like one would eat a soft, juicy, over ripened piece of fruit. "You're going to have your pussy eaten just like that." I told my wife as I mauled her pussy. "You're finding someone for me, right?" I told her I wanted it to be another married wife just like her, a hotwife, a soccer-mom....someone who would come over regularly to suck and play with her while the kids were in school and the husbands were at work...someone to fill her pussy with dildos and plugs.

I put clips on my wifes pussy lips and then pulled her clit ring to extend her clit before putting the last clip directly on her clit. She held my arm tightly as I then manipulated the clips, pulling and stretching her lips and playing with her distended clit. She was enjoying being used this way and had that glazed-over look of lust in her eyes. She would look down at her pussy just to see her clipped clit and her clipped nipples and then look directly into my eyes - her eyes full of desire - her gaze was a look that asked 'What will you be doing to me next?' She was in this 'zone' that she gets in when she is extremely aroused. She loves it when I dominate her and use her body, her pussy, ass, and breasts in any way I desire. The look on her face and in her eyes is unmistakable. The longer I extend the manipulations, the more 'out-of-body' she gets and the harder she cums.

I continued to play with and use her - spanking her breasts and pussy, slapping her clit, pulling and manipulating her lips, fingering and kissing her until suddenly she started cumming. It was sooner than I wanted her to, but she bucked and convulsed as her eyes half closed. Her pussy contracted and throbbed under my hand as she came.



21 March, Friday. "Who have you been thinking about having as a lover?" I asked. "G and B2"
She hadn't mentioned B2 in sometime. She had felt they connected last summer and thought there was an attraction on his part towards her as well. "I saw him today a few days ago. I emailed him, too" As she rode me cowgirl, she said " I think G still wants me, he just hasn't tried anything with me."


17 March, Monday.
I was telling her how sexy she's been looking as the weather has been warming up outside, dressing in tight fitting tops and showing more skin. She has felt more sexy, especially since she has been exercising and dropping one or two sizes. "I can't wait until summer...after I am done with being [in a high visibility position within the community]...then I can show off more" She told me how she likes it when men (and women) undress her with their eyes.


14 March, Friday.
As we fucked and as I was telling her how ready her pussy was for a thick cock to stretch and split her..."Have you found someone for me?" I told her I had been checking the swinglifestyle website where we are members.


12 March, Wednesday.
G called her today. My wife had called him yesterday to talk about something. They chatted a little then G mentioned to my wife that they still haven't gotten together for 'coffee or whatever' yet. It was an early day at school for the kids she told him, otherwise she would have time to get together with him. I was home asleep at the time he called. I'd later remind her that she needed to tell him that Mondays and Tuesdays were her 'home alone' days, the days when I would be at work during the daytime and she would be available to play. He asked where I was and she told him I was asleep in the next room - he couldn't have gotten off the phone fast enough - he quickly told her he had to go. She told him it was OK, that she could leave to meet him or walk into another room or outside the house to continue to talk with him, but I think he didn't want to be on the phone with her while I was around.

I've told her many times that she needs to tell him (and any other men), that her husband knows about and approves of her extramarital activities, yet she hasn't found the courage or determination to tell G about me. I am sure it would move the process of her being with G along much quicker. I've contemplated just asking him if he's free during the week, I know he's got a flexible schedule that has him around during the daytime. I need to figure out a reasonably smooth segue in the conversation to bring up him joining us for a threesome.


05 March, Wednesday.
Great Head - G called my wife today as we were in the car. She told me afterwards that he still says 'little things' that make her think he's still interested in her. (She feels that because he hasn't made any affirmative moves since they had their 'near-hookup' on 1/29, that he is no longer interested in her - I, however, believe it's for a combination of other reasons - general cautiousness on his part, life in general (busy-ness), and the fact that my wife has not been more forward in telling him what she wants.) I assured her once again that he would be glad to take her to bed.

As is usually the case right before her period, today my wife seemed randy as she invited me to bed a couple hours later this afternoon. As I laid back on the bed, she crawled up naked next to me and started sucking my nipples, which I enjoy. She worked her way down my body slowly, kissing and sucking. When she reached my groin, she teased me even more, playing everywhere but on my thickening cock. She sucked and licked my balls, asking me if I liked it as she did. She took her time today, enjoying herself, enjoying pleasuring me. When she finally took hold of my cock, she worked it like I can't remember when - she took my cock in her hands much like a harmonica or a cob of corn and proceeded to nibble, bite and suck on my shaft causing me to moan in the process. She then gave me the best head in a long time as she sucked my cock into her mouth, gripping my shaft tightly and twisting her fist as she stroked me. She sucked harder than she normally does, creating a delicious suction.

I reached down to her pussy as she continued to pleasure me with her mouth. It was freshly waxed yesterday and felt smooth to the touch. I started fingering her and soon she got that lusty look on her face, spread her legs further apart, and told me how good it felt. I told her how much better it'd feel if it were G behind her playing with her pussy. "Yes" she replied. "Call him ...and invite him over right now" I told her. "Tell him you want him to join us" She was reluctant, mentioning that she was starting her period. "Then you can let him cum in your pussy. You can show him your waxed pussy, feel him slide his fingers inside you instead. You can be sucking your husband's cock as your lover plays inside your pussy."

She was hot now and climbed on top of me, impaled herself on my cock and ground and rode me. I grabbed her ass cheeks, spreading her as we fucked. "You still want G, don't you?" "Yes" she said. "You 'd like to feel his hands spreading your ass, wouldn't you? I know you like bigger men; wouldn't it feel good to have G draped over your back covering you with his large frame?" Again "Yes" "He can slide his cock into your pussy right next to mine."

I continued to encourage her to call G and invite him over. He was home, we had passed by his house on the way to our house just minutes before. The best I could get from her was "I'll tell him I was thinking of him [as I fucked my husband]" I encouraged her, "Tell him how you want to have two men at the same time." We continued fucking, until she tensed and started cumming. I followed immediately after, just from watching her facial expression as she came


03 March, Monday. Waxing Day. I love the feel of my wife's pussy after a fresh waxing. I asked her if she liked having the woman's hands all over her pussy. She said "I liked it when she touched my clit ring." Wow. I asked if she had played with it or pulled and tugged on it as my wife enjoys. "She asked me if she could touch it and I said it was OK." I suggested to my wife that the next time she spread wider for her, or let out a little moan when she touches her pussy or clit ring. I told my wife to tell her to just pull and tug on it at her next waxing in three weeks - to tell her that it's OK if she plays with it. My wife had told her that "my husband likes playing with it."

The waxing lady seems somewhat interested in my wife's piercing as she has asked and talked about it a few times now. My wife says she may want to get one also. She told the waxer that she likes being pierced...and waxed. She like that it's a 'secret'...that it makes her feel naughty. I encouraged her to let the waxing lady play with her pussy whenever she went for a waxing. I told my wife to wear 'the balls' inside her pussy to her next appointment.

I asked my wife if she was also waxed. She was. I suggested to my wife to ask to see her pussy next time. She was a little hesitant. I suggested the context of wanting to see what kind of design she had and how she kept any remaining pussy hair trimmed or styled.

I played with her breasts as I fucked her, squeezing and playing with her stiff nipples. "They're going to be pierced soon, too" she said about her hard nipples. "Something else to make you naughty?....another 'secret' to have?" "Yes....I'm cumming!"


01 March, Saturday. A Night Out. We had a night out attending a fundraising event. After the event my wife wanted to go out with some of the women for a nightcap at a local bar. I told her to go ahead as I was tired. I enjoy seeing her go out with her friends, without me, having a good time. She drove with her friend B. We talked some when she got home. She told me how she felt and looked sexy tonight. I asked her if anyone had noticed her tonight. She told me that one of the men at the bar (who also happened to have been at the prior event) asked her if she could show up at an event he was hosting and 'just sit there and look pretty' for his guests. He told her she could wear a push-up bra. My wife liked the attention. She said she found R attractive (a second man who was also at the event) I told her that she should start dressing sexy for him every week, showing herself off to him (since she will be seeing him weekly for the next few months). I asked if she had been making eye contact with him and did she think he was attracted to her. She thought he was checking her out and mentioned how he leaned in close to her when speaking to her.

I told her how I liked it when she goes out with her girlfriends (& flirts with other men). She said she likes that I let her go out or be independent from me while we're out together in a social setting, but felt guilty about leaving me. I told her that I just want her to check in with me from time to time, but that I enjoy just watching her interact with others...keeping an eye on her from a distance. She's such a 'people person', very outgoing and draws others to her.


29 February, Friday. A Quick Call - G called today. I heard my wife saying "Why didn't you come up to the cabin last week?" She later told me that he said "Too much temptation up there." She had replied "Too bad, I was all alone all day on one of the days." Somehow the line got disconnected in the middle of their conversation, but she texted him a message: "I like being thought of as a temptation."


21 February, Thursday. Away on Vacation. We woke in the middle of the night, both feeling frisky. Something about being away in a strange bed that turns me on - I get extremely horny when staying in hotels or other foreign beds. I was alternating between fucking and eating her, finally cumming inside her. She hadn't cum and I went down on her again, using both hands on her ass while pushing both my thumbs into her pussy. She pushed hard against my hands and came hard.

We woke the the next morning to find her pussy still slippery and soaked from my licking and my cum. I told her how much I had enjoyed sucking her pussy as I began fucking her again. It had been a very passionate session with her squirming all over the bed and pressing into my mouth and hands. She told me how nice it had been. I enjoyed going down on her again after I had cum in her pussy. I told her how I was going to have Mary (a woman we have been in contact with about servicing us) clean her out like that after I came inside her pussy, just like I had done a few hours earlier. My wife really liked this and started to really grind her pussy and ass beneath me. I told her how I was going to force Mary's mouth onto my wife's pussy and make her suck my cum out as she licked and cleaned her...how I'd grab her by the hair and push her face into my wife's cum-filled pussy, forcing her to eat her. Suddenly, my wife cried out "I'm cumming, baby!" and convulsed. I continued to fuck her until I emptied another load into her.


15 February, Friday. 'The Rules' - She was in bed reading a book she had recently bought called The Rules. I've heard of it before - a book about the rules for a woman looking to land herself a man - to find someone to marry. I had been with her when she bought the book but wasn't really paying attention to the title. I asked her, "Who did you get that for? Me? or for lovers?" "Lovers" she replied. "To help you find a lover?" Again, "Yes". "I like that - it turns me on" I replied. "I know it does"

Later we were talking about our upcoming trip to the cabin. "Invite him up to the cabin with us" I told my wife. We were talking about G, having him come up for a few days with his daughter for some skiing. We both felt it would be a good location to have them 'consumate' their relationship. (I ended up calling him on the 17th and left a message inviting him to stay with us - I ended the message, "I know my wife wants to have you up there")


13 February, Wednesday G called today. We had been fucking and she didn't answer her phone. I had been reading a book on infidelity and marriage and struck up a conversation as we lay in bed. She told me that she found it strange that I want her to tell her potential lovers that I know of and approve of her activities. I replied that if it was just her and a one night stand or single hook up, that it wouldn't really make too much difference to me, although it'd turn me on knowing that she told them about being married and cheating. However, with friends or acquaintances it would be awkward for/to me if they were fucking my wife and did NOT know that I was aware of and approved. It'd be too weird for both her lovers as well as for me hanging or being around each other if they believed I was in the dark about it - it'd make my relationship with them awkward or sneaky. That is why for her to start fucking G, I think it's best to start off by inviting him for a threesome with us - the dynamic would be different, he'd probably feel more at ease with me knowing and involved - then if everything went well, she could continue to fuck him on the side when I am not home.