Thoughts of fucking a friend

11 July, Tuesday. Wanting to fuck a friend. It’d been a long time since we were alone without kids. We went out for a pitcher of margaritas at a local Mexican restaurant last night. Coming home to an empty house, my sexy wife stripped naked and lay face down on the bed, a little tipsy and apparently a little horny too. I undressed, joined her on the bed and proceeded to play with her pussy.

My wife had looked good tonight. Sexy. I told her how much I loved having a sexy wife, especially knowing that other men want and lust after her, but knowing that ultimately she belonged to me. She told me how she likes being and looking sexy for me…and for others. She said she, too, likes knowing that other men find her attractive and sexy, but that she is mine. She’s changed a lot in the past 8 months. She’s been much more attentive about how she looks, what she wears, how she puts on her makeup, etc… She’s been looking sexier and receives comments and attention about how good she looks, not just from me, but from other men and women as well.

As I played with her, I told her how much I liked knowing that she was mine… mine to give away as I saw fit…to loan her out to whomever I desired. I whispered to her that I wanted her to take a lover. She asked me “Is there someone you want me to fuck or be my lover?” I immediately mentioned the name – G . “Ohhhhhhhhh!” she moaned. "I like that. I think he has nice eyes. Do you think he thinks I'm sexy?" G is someone my wife had mentioned before when I asked her whom she found sexually attractive within our circle of friends and acquaintances. He’s a larger, football player sized guy, dark skinned, over 6’ and 260lbs.

It was the first time either of us had mentioned G while playing, since she first told me months ago that she found him sexually attractive. I assured her that I felt he did find her sexy and proceeded to describe to her all the things I wanted to see him do to her and her to do to him in bed. She was extremely aroused and soaked as I told her how he’d give her a good hard fucking as she held tightly onto his large athletic body, his dark skin contrasting against her light skin. His large frame would cover her as he rode my wife’s married pussy.

We talked explicitly about her taking a lover or lovers as I fucked her slowly and deeply. I told her that I wanted a ‘cheating wife’. I mentioned that I had been thinking of her ‘real’ cheating, her affair years ago – of her fucking her lover on our bed while I was at work. I am still aroused by the visuals of that affair as well as by the fact that she actually had been a ‘cheating wife’. I wanted to know that she was with another man, either in our bed, in a hotel room, or in her lover’s bed, getting fucked by him, while I was away from home at work. She told me maybe this fall [she’d take a lover]. I was so turned on hearing her say that and fucked her harder and deeper as we continued talking. The thought of her at home alone during the day, opening the front door to admit her lover, leading him into the bedroom and onto the bed that I vacated just hours before to be fucked and used by him…while the kids are at school and I am at work turns me on.

“Maybe on a cruise…with M” she said from underneath me. I wasn’t exactly sure what she meant when I first heard what she said. She was referring to the possibility of finding someone to fuck her while on a cruise with her sexy friend M. There was a secondary meaning to the cruise reference – I recall my wife telling me about M’s infidelities during her marriage – one of the men M had fucked was during a cruise she took with just her girlfriends. I liked her idea. She said she trusted M. I think for her (and for me as well), the appeal is: a) being on vacation away from responsibilities (kids), b) being with just her girlfriend (pure girl time), c) being able to fuck someone away from our local area (safe), d) being in an exotic location far from home (able to cut loose, relax and be/act sexy/sexually). I know that I ALWAYS feel hornier than ever when traveling or when staying in a hotel room in another city. I encouraged her to plan a cruise or vacation with M.

We talked about how she and M could dress sexily, wear their bikinis, flirt and find attractive men to fuck them. She liked the idea of returning to the cabin with M and fucking in the same bed as M, each of them filled with their own man. I told her she could call me during her cruise/vacation… “Call me when you get into his room to tell me you’re about to be fucked”, Call me afterwards to tell me how good you were fucked”, “Leave the phone off the hook as you’re being fucked, so I can listen to you”

I asked her if she wanted M to find her a lover. She said “Yes…I trust her”. I told her how sexy I thought M is and how much I want to fuck her. She agreed on her sexiness. I suggested that she find a man at the [fitness] club we belong to when she goes for classes with M. I told my wife that I believe M is fucking other men right now, getting what she isn’t getting from her husband. She’s done it before, doesn’t seem to be rushing to get out of her marriage, which has issues, she’s very sexy, and appears to me to be the type of woman that goes out and gets what she wants and can be sensible about it. I told my wife I wanted her to go out with M to find lovers and to bring them back to M’s house to fuck – two married women fucking other men while their husbands are away.

My wife really liked the idea of M finding her a lover for her to fuck or going out with M to find men to fuck together. She trusts M's judgement. I told her she was to tell M: 'My husband wants me to have a lover'

“I want M to wax me again” she said. M had lent us her waxing kit after showing us how to do it, so I would be able to wax my wife from then on. However, it’s been very difficult for us to find the time alone for me to wax her. I enjoyed being present the first time M waxed her pussy. It was hot seeing M’s hands all over my wife’s pussy, even though it wasn’t explicitly sexual. I liked seeing her pulling and tugging, moving her clit ring. I liked M asking me how I wanted it – I opted for a small strip left above her clit. I told my wife I’d ask M if she would do it again. I want to be present watching again.

“I want G to know that my pussy is pierced…I want G to know that I just have a little ‘landing strip’ and that my pussy is waxed smooth…I want G to see pictures of me” she said sexily. I told her I would make sure that he knew and that I’d find a way to show him her x-rated pictures.

Our conversation bounced around a bit as we fucked…the hot talk moving back and forth between talk of G, to her girlfriend M, to having lovers in general. I suggested that she bring her other married friend B with her on her cruise/vacation – that she convince B to take a lover as well. I love the thought of these married women, my wife included, all moms, being naughty, cheating, doing something ‘taboo’ – fucking outside of their marriage. I love the idea of your everyday-woman-next-door or housewife-type giving in to her sexual temptations and cravings. A repeat theme for me in all this, one that arouses me, is the idea that I am introducing this idea of ‘cheating’, of taking lovers, to these other women. I enjoy the idea of control over other women, if not directly, then through my wife – by way of suggestion via my wife; by way of their conspiracy with my wife (sounds more dark and sinister than I really mean it to be – perhaps ‘collaboration’ or ‘joint-venture’ with my wife are better words); by way of seduction or temptation (again this sounds more dark & evil than I mean it to be – I mean both of these last two methods to be completely ‘friendly’; and lastly, by way of example by my wife (ie. through her sharing with her friends of [sexual] activities she has participated in like: being shared with other men by me, having a regular lover, threesomes-orgies-gangbangs, being DP’d, being bi with another woman, fucking black cock, and other hotwife-type activities) That through my wife’s actions they would see that it is ‘OK’ and would be more willing to ‘give in to the dark side’ and join her [and I] in various sexual pursuits. My wife says that she doesn’t think M would allow or could be controlled by me, although, she didn’t mention anything about her girlfriend B. I know that my wife shares a few of our intimate sexual details with B. I often wonder whether B ends up sharing this information with her husband. So far, I haven’t been able to detect any kind of ‘awareness’ on his part. My wife has told B that I find her sexually attractive in the past. I told her last night that I want her to tell B again that I want to fuck her, that I want her.

I asked my wife if she preferred finding lovers on her own or having them sent to her. She indicated that she’d rather have me find, setup and send her men to fuck. We talked about her going out on ‘datenights’ or girls nights out with friends to find men to fuck. How she’d dress up sexy, flirting, dancing, seducing and being seduced by other men while I was at home awaiting her return. I want her to fuck bareback. I told her that when she came home I would check her pussy to see whether it was full of cum or not. I’d reach my hand up her skirt or down into her pants and into her thong, insert my fingers into her pussy to check for that just-fucked, freshly filled slipperiness. She liked the thought of coming home full of cum and having me finding out by inspecting her with my fingers. I told her I’d put her on the Pill so she could fuck bareback, letting her lovers spray the insides of her pussy with their cum. I love the image of her returning home in the wee hours of the morning, clothes wrinkled, hair mussed, makeup and lipstick smeared, carrying her heels, pussy full of cum, her pussy swollen, raw and stretched from being fucked all night, ready to come to bed and tell me the details of her fucking.

I asked her if she wanted to fuck G. I asked her if she would suck G’s cock. She said she did. I made her tell me herself, out loud:

“I want to suck G’s cock”. “I want G to fuck me” I continued to fuck my wife and after a while she whispered to me “I’d let HIM cum inside my pussy” This excited us both and we started fucking harder. I told her how I’d like to see and feel her pussy full of G’s cum. How I’d slide my hard cock into her cum filled pussy. She asked me if I’d like that. I did. She just moaned her approval. She said “I want to have both your cums inside my pussy at the same time!” as she came.

It was one of the best fucks we've had in a long time.

Her First Brazilian

Friday, April 13th - The Brazilian. The waxing lesson happened today. An interesting experience overall. The pain involved kinda put the cloud over it being a real sexual situation, however, it was nice seeing our friend M with her hands all over my wife's pussy. I had emailed M about our conversation from a couple days ago, about how we'd both enjoy having her watch my wife as she gets shared and about M being the one to share my wife with one of her friends. I had told M how my wife had cum hard to the thought of being shared by M and I while M watched.

Waxing was more difficult than I expected. I did a small area, but it was mostly done by M. As I said, it was nice watching M's hands and fingers pulling, pushing, tugging on my wife's pussy, moving it as she needed to to wax it. I had M leave just a small patch of hair above her pussy - otherwise she was completely bared. I emailed a thank you note to M later that day. She replied back: "I bet you were going crazy watching my fingers touch her pretty pussy" Unfortunately, she also said she had no past friends or lovers that she could share my wife with.

I think that the first waxing is most difficult. The subsequent 'maintenance' waxings should be much easier and I should be able to handle since there'll be much less hair. I'm letting my hair grow and will have my wife give a try at waxing my cock and balls, which will save me alot of time shaving them.

Hair, Nails & Board Members

2 January, Tuesday - Hair & Nail Day. 0800am Played this morning with her ass, not inside but all around the crinkled ridges of her asshole and that area between her pussy and her asshole. I was fingering her at the same time. She had a hair appointment with her girlfriend M today. I instructed her to a) share 1 intimate thing with her; b) use one of the phrases "My husband likes me to______", or "My husband makes me_________" with M today; c) dress sexily; d) go work out; e) write a journal entry. I denied her orgasm. She kept desperately placing my hand on her pussy and forcing it down and moving it onto her clit. I had worked her up and she wanted her finish. I stopped and started repeatedly, she was on her back, moving her spread legs up and down as if she were riding a bronc and spurring its shoulders. When I continued to deny her my hand, she attempted to adjust the sheet so it would touch and rub against her clit, as she had done a few days earlier. She'd be allowed to cum after she completed her instructions for the day.

I got a text message as I was waiting my turn to get my haircut with M. My wife had spoken to M earlier about having her pussy area waxed. I had told my wife that I could do it for her and since M's husband does it for her, M said she would show us how to do it properly. Her message said for me to work out a date & time for her to show us. I talked to M, who asked if we wanted to go to her place or ours, but apparently there needs to be 10 days worth of growth to do it right and she shaved 4 days ago, so we're a week out. This sounds very erotic, my wife spread wide for me and her sexy friend who's never seen her pussy and me working between her thighs as M gives instructions. Erotic, I guess, until I have to rip. The 1st time would be the worst as far as pain went. M suggested that it be tried on me so I would empathize. I told her that I had nothing to wax, that my pubic area is shaved. I liked telling this to her. While talking about pain, I told M that my wife was pierced. She seemed a little surprised that my conservative wife would have done it, but also seemed to think it was cool.

My wife had also messaged me that they had talked about vibrators, porn, and Good Vibrations store. M mentioned this to me also, mentioning that she & my wife were talking about going to vibrator stores or porn palaces and how my wife was embarrassed about going into them. M said she was the touchy-feely kind of shopper when it came to vibrators and needed to handle them etc...It certainly sounded like she was volunteering to go with my wife to a store when she suggested that she might like going with another woman. Apparently, they had been talking about looking for or wearing a remote control vibrator. I told her that we had one, but she wanted one that was truly remote - wireless. M told me how nice it would be wearing & using one at work. I was just about to tell M about how my wife had a small dildo stuffed inside her pussy the last time they were out together having dinner & drinks, when the subject abruptly changed. My wife would tell me later tonight that she had wanted to tell her the same thing, but the subject changed on her too. She said I could be the one to tell her. M mentioned she & her husband had had a good sex night last night and that they had gone to rent a porn movie that ended up terrible. I told her we had some that she was welcome to borrow anytime. I think my wife offered to burn some XXX movies from the computer for her as well. I was erotic to have M sharing something intimate with us/me - nice to have it go both ways.

After returning from a board meeting for a non-profit that we are board members for, we started playing again and talking about the days events. I mentioned to her how men on the board were looking her up and down as she got up and walked to the door at one point in the evening. She denied it saying she didn't see anyone looking at her. She denies this every time I tell her this, but she isn't the one looking for other's reactions to her - I am. I get off on knowing that other men, women or couples are oogling my wife, lusting after her, or mentally undressing her. I also mentioned to her how I had enjoyed the intimate sharing with M and hearing about her movie/fuck night. I told her I wanted her to share how much her pussy has been played with lately and about the day that I played with her for hours and hours without letting her cum - the day she agreed to be owned and submissive. I asked her which of her girlfriends she thought would enjoy or be turned on most knowing that she was owned - M or B - and she told me B. Then she mentioned that B had called today wanting to know how our datenight in SF went last Thursday. B wanted to go out again with my wife which is OK with me. My wife confirmed that M did want to go out with her to look at vibrators, perhaps the wireless remote wearable type, maybe on their next girls night out. She said she preferred Good Vibrations to any porn store.

She woke me at 0600am the 3rd when she rolled onto her stomach and spread her legs, face down, ass up - her 'come-play-with-me' position. I licked her and fucked her from behind. I then got out the KY and told her I wanted to get more fingers into her pussy. I eventually worked my thumb into her ass as I slid 3 fingers in & out of her pussy. It was another 'anal training' day and I now worked a finger and thumb into her ass. She asked me if I had been awake, because I was so ready when she went face down. I told her that I had, that I kept waking up because I had been thinking of all the board members in the room last night who were oogling her body as she walked. I also told her how the men sitting outside the Starbucks stopped and turned to watch her as she crossed the street as I waited for her on the other side, earlier during the day. I enjoy watching her from a distance, watching her sexy walk, watching others reactions to her sexy body, and watching her sexy eyes and smile light up as she talks to people. She loves knowing and hearing from me that other men lust after her body. She moaned as I told her what I had witnessed. I told her the board member seated next to me, a man whom she finds attractive, was taking in her uncovered legs, ankles, heels. She had been wearing 3/4 length blue jeans, with very attractive heels, her anklets hung sexily on her tanned and well turned ankle as she sat with her legs crossed. I told her of another member sitting across from us whom I caught admiring her exposed legs. She said she also caught him staring at her. I fucked her ass with my thumb and forefinger as I rubbed her clit with my other hand underneath her. She humped back, moving her ass up and down forcing my fingers in and out.

The conversation again drifted to her girlfriends. I told her how much I enjoyed that our friend M talked so intimately to both of us. It feels like a sexy intimate triangle to me. As close, perhaps, to actually being physically intimate with her girlfriend as I'll get. She asked me if I thought M enjoyed the intimate sharing as well or if I thought it turned her on to hear about us. I think she does like knowing us in this way. I could feel her sphincter relaxing. Her asshole was an open hole now with two fingers inside it, it wasn't just clinging tightly to my fingers as usual. We were making progress.

I told her that I thought B would be turned on if she told he she was being anally trained. She thought I said M and thought M was more dominant. M probably does have more sexual experience than B. My wife said she could see M being the one wearing the strap on and B being the one being fucked by her. I agreed. It would be hot to watch M fucking B strapped as I filled my wife's ass on the same bed. We both moaned at that visual. She said M would want the type of dildo/strapon that would insert into her pussy simultaneously, doubleheaded so she would get fucked herself as she was fucking B. I asked if M had one of those type dildos. They had only talked about vibrators, not dildos...YET, my wife said.

With a little more KY, I inserted a 3rd finger into her ass. Unprecedented. She'd never had 3 fingers stretching her ass. I don't even think she'd ever had 2 inside her ass until her anal training just two days ago. She groaned and said "You've had your fingers in my ass for four straight days now". She was up to 3 fingers. She would take my cock soon.

She wanted fingers in her pussy as well. I obliged her - 3 in her ass, 2 in her pussy and the heel of my palm pressed against her clit. I whispered "If only they (the board members who'd been looking her over last night) could see you now, face down with fingers filling your ass and pussy". The bucking and humping started. "If only they knew how nasty my sexy wife was being just hours after they had seen her" I whispered their names as I told her how they would watch my naked wife's anal training. She came hard as I dug my fingers deep into both her holes.